2091 4 2
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You like your life. Ducks march in a row. You've reached a certain age but you're strong. Healthy. You've got food, clothing, shelter. You have insurance and important papers. You don't have a man in your life, and you admit— Admit nothing. The…
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2091 15 8
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It is pain taking a form, Plato’s dream, born from your hands father that rejected me, giving me the color of abandonment, eyes dulled by isolation, a body deceased without life-giving touch.
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2091 8 5
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There's a drain in the floor.
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2090 6 6
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The light, oblique and waning, filters through butcher’s paper to reveal a body suspended in death but never decomposing.
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2090 4 3
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That’s the way it went all day with me—didn’t get far, didn’t see much, just, with Mary, drank tea here and there. A fine day it was, too; not cloudy, not raining...
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2090 3 1
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She threw the wine glass on the floor.
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2089 8 2
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I am running for only one thing now. For Katy.
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2089 3 2
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The house was empty now - silent. Each room was filled with air too thin to sustain memory. She stood, absorbing the emptiness, addding it to her own. Her footsteps were hesitant, reluctant to disturb the silence. She walked into her old bedroom - so…
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2089 4 1
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"Make a wish," she whispered.
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2089 1 0
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The sun browbeat me relentlessly, like a one-eyed judge with an unforgiving heart.
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2089 6 1
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I am coming to understand how many memories of my father involve him, driving
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2088 11 7
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“Later,” I say to the frisky crickets, verbal cash of the eggnog spa, spot of gum…
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2088 2 0
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The snake glides unhurriedly through the garden one warm July afternoon looking for a schmoose. Or barring such pleasant daytime passage, a shady snoozing spot. He twines himself about the gravid apple tree’s trunk caduceus-like, slithering his handsom
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Highway 45N cost me four dogs when I was growing up. Actually, having our backyard abut the highway was the real problem. It got to be where I was afraid to get too attached. We lost Nicky,…
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2088 17 2
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The nightmares started in the seventh month. I have always been a deep sleeper and one of the things that comes with that facility is an inability to extricate oneself from nightmares.
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2088 8 2
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The closest I've been to Ireland is Conwy castle on the coast of Wales. It was summer, mid-way through college. I was naive and dreamy then. I wandered historic and literary monuments throughout England and weighed my future options.
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2087 0 0
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But the urge now is to unknow the urgency with which I forgot my self-description.
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2087 17 18
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It's that quiet comfortable darkness. One should feel it often and necessarily.
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2087 13 11
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For those of you with a position cemented firmly to the contrary, I happen to think I have a great face, actually. My face, maybe I talk about my body a lot, but my face is pretty great, really it is.
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2086 9 3
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2086 19 8
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The one he liked best was a middle aged woman who didn't wear underwear. She had a terrific figure.
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2086 6 6
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Every single girl, from junior to senior (and a few counselors too, I suspected), wanted to make out with Marty Miller. Did he know how drunk with attraction I was?
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2085 0 0
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Calmly I rang the bell for Mrs. Madison and sank with some relief onto the ottoman. In a crisis, a calm head and decisive action are called for. The housekeeper would surely know what to do.
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2085 6 1
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The imitator’s segue to his sad life story was, “But what isn’t funny…”
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2085 0 0
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“Regard this inkblot,” the Psych says to Worker 168. “What do you see?” Worker 168, a thin young women wearing overalls, peers at the inkblot. “I see a beautiful summer day,” she says. “A young woman, wearing a flowing dress, sits…
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2085 8 10
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I find driftwood, long, smooth logs washed up on the beach, drag them to dunes still wet from the sea...
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2085 7 2
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Frank must have said "don't touch" about a million times over the course of the day
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2084 8 8
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They ask about WWII and he claims no kills...
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