| 1364  6  2   
 | So I lopped off his head and reworked the creation... | 
		
		
			| 1364  5  0   
 | Paulie opens the curtains in his bedsit to sunshine. And blue skies! He basks in it for a full minute, feeling the heat on his naked body. | 
		
		
			| 1363  2  1   
 | The Gropers of Prague were there, all around us, in spirit if not in fact. Was it KGB? Was it a ghost from my past? Or my own hand? 
Stop guessing. It was Einstein himself. The KGB had taken him into custody somehow, though by what authority? All the | 
		
		
			| 1363  1  0   
 | When you see him, you'll know.That's what the prophecy was. Well, part of it, at least. The prophecy that Tabitha was to be the next Earth mother. That when she saw her partner, she would know. Keith, and his mission partner, and the elders, they had made it so. Made it… | 
		
		
			| 1363  6  1   
 | I’m trying to get this said, this piece of fact. If I am a person who can own something, then that something that I own is not me, not me as a person. I do not own my foot, my foot is my own. It’s like a whatsit, a semantic distinction I’m trying to | 
		
		
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 | I've got an appointment to see my shrink next Wednesday. She's pretty sharp. Not bad looking, either.  | 
		
		
			| 1363  4  3   
 | I wrote this paragraph (the first in a series of 14 paragraphs) shortly after Frank Sinatra had died and during my last visit to my boyfriend, M.  He had not seen me write something in years. | 
		
		
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			| 1363  0  0   
 | Caster had always imagined the Consensus as a big room, as big as the world, filled with white space and people with quantum wings, flitting about, creating information. There were tinted bubbles for people to share for privacy, and the lights never went | 
		
		
			| 1363  0  0   
 | Alysia and Megumi made their magic circles, but they stopped short when they saw a young man at the end of the street. Their eyes trembled and their feet moved them back without thought.  | 
		
		
			| 1363  13  11   
 | Ah, how sweet is forbidden fruit, how delicious undiscovered sin!  | 
		
		
			| 1363  4  4   
 | I chose coming away because here at least  I feel good — and it makes me feel I am growing very tall and straight inside —  and very still — Maybe you will not love me for it — but for me it seems to be  the best… | 
		
		
			| 1363  3  2   
 | Dearest Z—    There is no way to describe this place. It is a pendulum, caught at mid-swing or maybe just a millimeter on the up side. It is a sense of sweeping, a cleanness. Distant clouds remind me of the day we took the train and the mountains acted petulantly,… | 
		
		
			| 1363  8  3   
 | First of all, there was no snow. I seem to remember that. And there was no Christmas tree in the house. 
 | 
		
		
			| 1363  1  0   
 | I   thought I would write a poemAbout a saguaro   trying to please God   The saguaro would spend a hundred yearsGrowing an arm and offering flowers in its fist —God barely notices.   The saguaro flowers a crown for God.More arms.     God then loses his patience… | 
		
		
			| 1363  3  1   
 | It's always dark. You catch me by the wrist just as the ferris wheel starts up again and pull my shoulder out of its socket towards you. I resist, feigning hatred and pain, but I don't feel anything except your hand on my arm hot and scalding lighting my skin, a… | 
		
		
			| 1363  12  8   
 | The slicing is easy. Blade barely touching skin, flesh separating into two clean parts. A breath, and blood fills in the space, an old friend materializing in the shadows. I am redolent with hope and desire. I can't stop thinking of how he excised himself from my… | 
		
		
			| 1363  0  0   
 | I was looking for an inn to get a cup of calf soup before jacking ribs at the mutton joint. Feng calls, running numbers on an engine zone out in the valley. | 
		
		
			| 1363  3  3   
 | In  a dazzle of emerald softness, it flew out into the breeze wanting for the red  apple in the tree just outside my window. The power had gone out, spare change  to total meltdown, and the air inside was stifling, thick with mind-numbing  languor and mosquitoes. So I… | 
		
		
			| 1363  10  3   
 | It ain't the steak, it's the sizzle. | 
		
		
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			| 1363  10  3   
 | It performs the dialectic that intertwines real and ideal through her mounting concern about being choked to death then eaten by a very large pig.
 | 
		
		
			| 1362  8  0   
 | "I found a dead bunny one morning.  This was about three weeks ago.  Its tiny round pom-pom of a tail was missing." | 
		
		
			| 1362  4  0   
 | I had never seen anyone die.  For first time in my life, I was afraid, even more than when my step-dad got drunk and roughed me up.  When Dale Franklin got shot last year standing on the corner outside the laundry-mat it took the ambulance forty-five minu | 
		
		
			| 1362  14  10   
 | Warning: some of this is true, some of this is not. | 
		
		
			| 1362  0  0   
 | Why did he seek punishment, if he felt no guilt? Why this empty conscious, though he had done such evil?  | 
		
		
			| 1362  2  2   
 |           It  is a hot August night — the same kind you remember from that summer after high  school graduation.  A cool breeze blows  in off the ocean, sweeping across the boardwalk just hard enough to dry the … | 
		
		
			| 1362  12  9   
 | anxiety
said Kierkegaard
is the dizziness
of freedom | 
		
		
			| 1362  4  3   
 | some days you wake up/ to feel horror/ wrapped beneath your blanket./ | 
		
		
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