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				     As if to ask if I'm okay,    as if to ask aren't we the same two    on this wet December morning    as ever, as yesterday, a month ago even,    she shoots me a look as I stand by the bed,    then her sane mild brown eyes… 
					
				 
				
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				In human rights, a man and a woman may marry and bring forth a family. It is a civil right in the U.S. but not a human right (as far as I know) to raise a child singly without the knowledge of the other parent. 
					
				 
				
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				“I honestly can't believe how much you eat, honey.”, Lenora said as I put down the fork after gorging myself on breakfast. Twelve pancakes, four eggs, two cups of coffee, a glass of milk, and half a pound of bacon had passed through my lips this morning.   … 
					
				 
				
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				Tomorrow, they'd bury their daughter . . . and still, so many questions. Why would a beautiful fourteen-year-old choose for herself such a horrible, painful death?  In life, she appeared the antithesis of suicidal ideation: excellent grades, well-liked in school and… 
					
				 
				
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				another way to play with all that is    that doesn't involve killing for profit. I believe that, don't  you? There is         always a much kinder response to the failing      dawn of secret night. Dancers know the power of this  beautiful all encompassing    … 
					
				 
				
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				The cataclysm of all those photons/
mad to be a part of you 
					
				 
				
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				Walter met Danial at an Alcoholics Anonymous meeting. They didn't have much in common at first, other than AA, with Walter on the recovery side of treatment and Danial reluctantly just beginning.  
					
				 
				
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				You don't want to knowthe details of my lifethe gossipthe boring moments strung togetheracross the lap ofmy sense of responsibilityit drives methrough the daysdoing this and thatchore, check on the listi am tired and need to stop for a drinkand then, i am filled up for a… 
					
				 
				
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				Cat's ass was on fire.  The roof was scorching hot.  Her clothes were in a pile by the door that led to the roof.  She was sitting next to the ventilation duct, her hands outstretched behind her, her knees bent before her.  Jim was standing in front of… 
					
				 
				
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				This tall, very blonde, very female, friend of mine. . . .  
					
				 
				
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				The door shuts slowly to something that’s allegedly mine
and it sits there and waits until I come home
just like you. 
					
				 
				
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				I attended the burial of our affair when I found her notebook— maybe it should be called her diary—that she had foolishly left on the deck of my beach house where she stayed while I was on that short trip to Chicago. Numb at first, unsure how to proceed, I went… 
					
				 
				
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				The last night, I shivered in bed until three a.m.,
the blankets wouldn’t work,
or the socks,
or my tears,
but I reassured my heart
that my next love would be warmer.
He was.
And our air conditioning bill was so high we could’t afford it. 
					
				 
				
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				She seems to be demanding someone donate to her a beard. No one has gone any further with this, and the electricity of her song about beards, listing, growing more undulant, crescendos. 
					
				 
				
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				there should be a word for it. 
					
				 
				
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				I keep my love for you in me, /
like the egg of a worm,  
					
				 
				
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				she knows that's the natural place of a man, above everything, closest to god, eyes slowly filling with rain. 
					
				 
				
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				Have you ever spent twilight in a old pasture? 
					
				 
				
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				It doesn't take a genius to figure how he sank, in the drink, like Jeff Buckley. Like a stone. 
					
				 
				
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				You think about the first time you saw an axe 
					
				 
				
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				Sometime in the late 60s when I was thirteen I had this paper route for the San Mateo Times. 
					
				 
				
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				We are young 
That’s all we’ve got 
We take drugs 
We smoke pot 
You got mugged 
And I got shot 
We are young 
That’s all we’ve got 
I want you to love me like it’s midnight 
Midnight, midnight 
Yeah, your mama wants you home 
But she knows 
					
				 
				
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				     The  Misses Moses    by Brad Watson    from Aliens in the Prime of Their Lives                         The Moses sisters lived together,  alone, in the fine old brick house near downtown where they… 
					
				 
				
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				The coin, so little, the watch chain, the youth, the fading softening speech, each hand and finger, the panic modeled on your own eyes,   the ashtray, certain stumps along the way, the long distance, the odd feather, the jazz rope gone,… 
					
				 
				
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				The highway stretches out in front of me, a black ribbon winding into the future; a collapsing probability of possibility connecting me with the past and through it to the future. 
					
				 
				
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				I remember having a beer once 
And feeling like a minor god 
And I know in some lie you told 
Your life began making sense 
And I also know that the mind likes logic 
But the heart loves chaos 
I just hope flies land on the butter of your soul 
 
					
				 
				
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				Bill decided he hated his neighbors on a Sunday morning in June. 
					
				 
				
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				Cézanne sags during a moment of paint. There is an  umbrella in the room whose surface collects his thoughts. Outside, in the rain,  the grass and garden smell strongly of spring. Fruit litters the table. Light  through the window writhes in conversation with shape and… 
					
				 
				
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				Dreams will show you a life that might or might not be yours, but you better believe that they've got to serve when you're asked to come up with a story."--Frank Baron, the night he made bail and left town1. First Blood in Dreams Long Ago      The… 
					
				 
				
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				I wonder how many crumbs
he can drop to make a cookie,
whole, so I can relax a little
and throw out the self help books
about how I'm not right in
the motherfucking head, 
					
				 
				
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