1791 4 4
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1791 12 11
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When I no longer know you, what signal will you give to remind me that you and I once loved?
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1790 4 1
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Dad must have walked around with me 20 times, the store closed around us and finally he said I could have one. They were all in different poses and sizes, with black spots. Except one. One had silver spots.
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1790 12 9
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Particles flung by the sun
pierce us through, undetected
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1790 5 2
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I imagined the sun to be the moon and discovered it was not on a road trip in California where I noticed the sun on one side and the moon on the other.
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1790 3 2
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It was hard to believe that, even very recently, there had been first days of school where nothing happened.
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1790 0 0
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It seemed like only yesterday that she was making sure to remember bottles for Hunter and now he was eating regular adult food, and they were looking into tutors for next year, and Hunter was nearly four. Her runty Hunty umpkins was going to be four.
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1790 10 8
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When I stumbled upon evidence that the man I'd loved and trusted for 20 years had a secret girlfriend for the past 10 of those years, he tried to deny it.“We never had sex!” he told me. And I believed him. For about two minutes.“You never…
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1790 0 0
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There was a whole group of us Young Turk poets who hung out at the Savoy Tivoli in North Beach. Most of them drove cabs, (whereas I was now working in a damned gas station for Angel, my publisher’s man, who got me a job there.) They would double-park thei
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1790 1 1
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My best friend died yesterday. His name was Franklin Seever, but we all called him Lin. It started when we were in Little League. There were two Franklins on the team so Coach, who was my dad, called the fat one Frank and my best friend Lin.
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1790 13 5
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That led to the first aid box on the bed at 3 in the morning, but what about those veggies?
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1790 20 11
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We invent our beauties//
as we find them and engineer/
our horrors
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1790 5 3
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The electricity animates my body into myclonic dance. I do not rest. I dance with the demons; I dance with Nijinsky rage. I dance with the fury of Saint Vitus and his wooden cross. My shoes are fashioned with my own fear, tanned and stretched over my feet
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1789 20 15
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I said, “Marcy, Source Almanac is a guide for the Apple.”
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1789 9 8
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We've come this far. That's all we know. We've watched others reach their abrupt ends. They've given us this exact moment and we've taken it from them, sometimes without thinking. It's time for the next communication. I know what concern is…
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1789 5 5
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Vandalina embarked on her career of serious dramatic roles to widespread acclaim, her depth of feeling and potency of delivery winning her thunderous ovations and gushing reviews . . .
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1789 2 1
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Forgive me father for I have sinned.”
“Tell me how you have sinned, my son?”
Lies, father. I have told lie after lie in pursuit of my personal gain. I have lied to my family, my friends, to thousands of people who desired nothing from me but the tr
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1789 1 1
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I’d made it to the motel parking lot when I heard the footsteps. A sombrero may make me look good, but it does shit for my hearing, so the bastards were able to scoop me up real quick. The first one gave me a hard slap on the top of the head with an opene
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1789 2 1
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the champagne foam cascades like cherry blossom ensnared in the first gales of spring
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1789 6 6
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Ok, so I’m sitting here trying to write through a frigging cold. And I. . .Oops, . . . . . . wait a sec!. . . I’m stopped, astounded, stunned between coughing my left lung clear over my keyboard and watching it flopping on the back of my desk. . .
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1789 16 11
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he thought of her / longingly
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1789 6 2
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cotton balls in your ears do not deafen you to the rocking of your mother's bed...as she and the new uncle set forth on the turbulent sea of their maiden voyage.
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1789 1 1
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My mother told me I came out of her screaming and didn’t stop for two years. After that I took up rocking.
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1789 0 0
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Gone Heather,
with her hands in her hair,
silent for help,
over-involved now scared.
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1788 2 1
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Face defined-front part of head
Cybil's eyes stick to a mirror and guard the woman's skin. The woman's image could be the result of uncontrolled narcissism, yet dry wrinkles are visible from her reflection. Disguise cream covers some of the woman's c
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1788 8 7
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I do so want to bring you into the sacred linguistically eternal loop of all ordinary things on earth, but it can so easily turn into a very sudden unsparing trapdoor, or a hissing angry knot tying up itself into even more tricky sorts …
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1788 38 18
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1788 29 13
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With such demeaning precarity, I can’t read/
anything more than a thousand words
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1788 15 10
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He died a printer finding late/
after so much selling himself selling/
a craft that pleased and paid enough
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1787 1 0
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On the day they were born, the old mother eagle named her chicks Faith, Hope, and Charity.
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