I may be the shadow that I am, but I only ever loved you.

We met at a bar We didn’t get far We went to her car Then back to the bar I played guitar She was a rock star We met at a bar We didn’t get far

I think I know these pigeons They were once beggars From another life Once I myself was stuck like them I was never Without the thought of food Or sex, or sipping soda pop Off the sidewalk And flying meant next to nothing But then

Well, I walked in on you, then you walked out on me And that was when it happened – the end of history And that should have been sufficient But I think you know it wasn’t I remember it was you who told me Dreams are only efficient when illusio

She bought herself her own apartment That was when she told me I have a hard time getting out Unless it’s really important like work I told myself wake up early Get some coffee, but I oversleep I had a massage therapist come to my house

I’ve been hacked. Someone has taken over my body, is living my life in another way, is telling racist jokes at a party

All I know is, something I was unaware of Left that vacant look in her eyes As if I had taken the last brownie of her life And then heard myself laughing From the dark side of the moon Maybe she was just standing in The wrong wind that day

Murderers, the Devil Hitler, Whores Cholera, Pig, Big Fat Cows Time It’s broken Throw it down To Florida Throw it on The floor Time It’s broken So where is it? Somebody took my purse Where is it? Murderers, Murderers