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				It amazes me that with everything this woman has to be depressed about, what really gets her down is an inadequate lounge chair.  
					
				 
				
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2002 3 1 
      
			 
			
			
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				There, at that cabin, she had first tasted the back of a hand in anger, the sting of a horsewhip, bone-deep fear and, finally, an unthinkable act of self defense. 
					
				 
				
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1054 2 1 
      
			 
			
			
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				Where exactly is your head at, dude? 
					
				 
				
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984 2 1 
      
			 
			
			
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				Your left hand cups your balls which  are drawn up tight under a turgid fireplug cock. Your right hovers  over your temple, thumb cocked at the cheek. Your eyes are dreamy,  mouth wry, chest and belly furry and fat. You're a picture in a file  on my desktop on which… 
					
				 
				
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1036 2 1 
      
			 
			
			
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				Its edges fluttering in the dull breeze, today's town newspaper lay at my old feet, open to the obituary page. 
					
				 
				
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				“Is it a dream? Or is it real?” 
Questions Megumi asked herself as she stood before the mirror. She no longer had fox ears or a fox tail. Even her long brown hair had turned jet black and her lavender eyes were a natural green just like Alysia’s. 
					
				 
				
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1800 1 1 
      
			 
			
			
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				What? No, no, where did my world go? I was in the middle of… something. What's going on? What's stroking my face? 
					
				 
				
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1969 1 1 
      
			 
			
			
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				I ran into Geary Marston in front of the French Hotel Café, across the street from Chez Panisse. I was sitting outside at a small round metal table. A girl that looked like a Degas model was selling flowers on the sidewalk in front of the hotel. Her shor 
					
				 
				
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				{Chapter iv of Undermind}     "What do you think of the light in our city at night?" It spreads out in every direction, following the hills and valleys of the city, visible into the far distance from the Penthouse party room on the 44th floor.     "Gorgeous!… 
					
				 
				
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				Like puddles when it rains,
like relationships in chains. 
					
				 
				
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				Whence came a tapping at my door, a tap tap tapping... 
					
				 
				
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78 2 1 
      
			 
			
			
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				Dried swirls of burgundy on the wine glass, sunlight from   the wide window glittering from an edge on the stemware lip as she made   her entrance, just then looking none the worse for wear, a blessing of   youth to hide damage until it shows on the face, especially around… 
					
				 
				
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1226 6 0 
      
			 
			
			
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				That was some root beer float. It cost us a grand total of $275. 
She pulls up in front of Fenton’s Ice Cream Parlor and leaves the motor running while I jump out and run into the parlor. 
It was early evening. We HAD to have a root beer float. You 
					
				 
				
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1276 4 0 
      
			 
			
			
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				New Year's Eve 1984:    I was a hit with my outfit. When I walked into the  house, a teenage girl looked me up and down and said, “Nice knickerbockers.”    My cousins dragged me to the living room floor which  was crowded with my family dancing and I started… 
					
				 
				
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283 1 1 
      
			 
			
			
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				There was plenty of sadness and disappointment---that was expected---but also a weird unexplainable freedom. It was as if his real self was no longer tied to his body. No, he was floating a few feet above things and looking down placidly, forgivingly, on  
					
				 
				
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916 2 1 
      
			 
			
			
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				don’t let them take away our youth, even if we have to beat the paint out of birds the way we did when we were young. I knew we could do anything, so let’s go back into that world and describe the new dawn all over again, even if we have to use the frozen 
					
				 
				
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1355 2 1 
      
			 
			
			
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				Slipshod shoes were the first sign of a meltdown. Sometimes she could see it coming. A prickly gentleman washing his clothes on a Thursday afternoon.  One week he’s fine. Nothing wrong with owning a sour face. The next Thursday, his shoes don’t match. 
					
				 
				
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				At 1 a.m. Route 205 is empty.  Del drives.  Carla sits in the darkness with the directions to the Nassau County Jail on her lap...
 
					
				 
				
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				She was outside the house with one of her unlit cigarettes dangling from those chapped lips, she was carrying the can of kerosene and wearing a pair of red Mary Jane shoes, even her footwear smacked of violent drawing mystery. 
					
				 
				
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704 1 1 
      
			 
			
			
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				Guilt is a full-time job 
Without benefits 
No vacations 
No coffee breaks 
No free lunch 
No maternity leave 
No paternity leave 
All you get is the ability to be 
Paralyzed with guilt 
You will freeze in the night 
Without a blanket 
Becaus 
					
				 
				
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				a sixteen year old girl
        Denim 
					
				 
				
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				“We know you’re in there, motherfucker. Step out, slowly, and we might keep you fit for an open casket funeral." 
					
				 
				
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				“Do you ever read writingand wish that it was about you?That you caused the epic fucking swell of emotions?That you were the only one capable of the rescue?  Do you ever read writingand feel it so intensely?Like every word is an angry and desperate misfiring… 
					
				 
				
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				"Oh, God.  What do we say?..." 
					
				 
				
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2188 3 0 
      
			 
			
			
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				On the fisherman boat, we were told to place the helpless firefly squids in our mouths. I watched cheeks light up like light bulbs and I wondered how barbarism could be so beautiful.  
					
				 
				
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1659 5 0 
      
			 
			
			
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				The sound of it wasn't right in his head yet. When he said it aloud he didn't really believe it. 
					
				 
				
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				In the sides of mountains the rivers rush through and who  would stop them as they gain a hold on the world? For silences they keep just  then, as if from a larger wisdom and different clock. Pink moons and funny  coins with the heads of lions and lambs, and the quarter… 
					
				 
				
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830 1 1 
      
			 
			
			
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				One of his big failings was getting pissed off about things behaving badly but not troubling to immediately fix them. He was working on being more prompt. 
					
				 
				
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				An undercover agent posed as an Orthodox Jewish woman in a sting operation that led to the arrest of two rabbis for kidnapping men who refused to grant divorces to their wives. 
					
				 
				
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