1075 4 3
|
What if it was all cut and calculated.
|
1074 8 2
|
With furrowed brow, he took the plastic stems and began to beat the blossom ends
against the black brick wall.
|
1074 5 4
|
In an area of high winds
and strong convictions, I have
lived among the ever-changing crowd
that is always the same.
I must have died overnight,
and now my wings are
flapping in my own face.
I used to be an owl,
a night owl, to be sure
|
1074 14 6
|
|
1074 0 0
|
Her through the phone line, a pause, a hold in her voice. Mom. The things we miss as adults, the turns of phrase, the little pauses. The in between of conversations are opportunities are avenues, five lane highways where we can be…
|
1074 0 0
|
“Can you imagine what we could have accomplished, if we would have just gotten all the fuckin out of the way?” says Doug Stanhope, one of my favorite comedians, and one of the most brilliant, harsh straight to point utterances, I've heard from anyoneWe…
|
1073 3 0
|
The little butterfly struggled against the wind. As little butterflies sometimes do. Tossed and turned around by relentless, uncaring gusts. The little butterfly would make progress, but then be pushed back. Tantalizing close to where she was heading. A…
|
1073 2 0
|
Then you came home from your travels and stole her, your new queen, though she was ready. And raped my heart as you entered the new passage to heaven. And I cried out your name on the river, and swam in the warm waters behind you, naming your new name a
|
1073 3 3
|
I’m living at the Edge of Graffiti
And yet I still survive
Because I walked across the line
Separating me from the rest of mankind
You can see me out here
I’m in so much pain
All that’s written on my face
I think it’s pretty plain
|
1073 3 0
|
...something is pulsing in the shovel against the window and its pompadour of snow.
|
1073 3 3
|
I am not
a Road Scholar,
ladies & gentlemen,
though I’ve been
On the Road
more than once.
Do not mistake me
for a bum.
I am not a hobo,
homeless or otherwise,
in this life
or any other,
I am not a bum,
I insist.
But I d
|
1073 4 4
|
peripheral dreams fall out from the head / the body squirms then burrows abed: /
“have you had a good life? you now have less! / —led a hard life instead? you soon will be gone!”
|
1072 1 1
|
a poem that unwrapped itself so casually I tucked it under my tongue, just to make sure
|
1072 0 0
|
We went to the woods to escape the failures that suck out your breath.
|
1072 3 3
|
“the calendar of my future was in there!”/
yes: all tomorrows belong to the dead cats,/
their decisions relinquish one day per day.
|
1072 0 0
|
She hears me, acknowledges me. She knows I’m bound each day, unable to make my voice heard. “It’s regrettable,” she mumbles...
|
1072 1 1
|
A hymn for her
when his head
cocks shameless.
|
1072 0 0
|
None of them knew the emptiness my bravado covered. I moved through life a pale shadow of a being. In the mornings I was afraid when I went into the bathroom to gaze into the mirror I would find no reflection staring back at me, that I had finally become
|
1072 2 2
|
One night just as I dozed off I was awakened by a circular saw going right next to my head. The coke dealer was working on his deck. His hair was biblically long and he wore a pair of goggles as he worked on his patio utterly oblivious to my presence just
|
1072 6 5
|
Donna and I get out of the car...
|
1072 1 0
|
I’m walking funny but only comedians notice.
|
1072 2 1
|
It seems a little solipsistic/
but may indeed be evidence of God//
given its mystery and caprice.
|
1072 0 0
|
Baby who battles with devils
|
1071 2 2
|
a distinct hardness that translates into solidity, and a lightness that translates into beauty, and I thought I’d find you there,
|
1071 4 2
|
1. Premonition “He had a premonition,” Agnes, the widow, said. “He said he was going to die.” “Ma,” Gregg said, “he always said he was going to die. He was the Fred Sanford of Central Ave.” “But this time it came…
|
1071 0 0
|
Growing into a new mold, watching our friendships fall into deep deep holes.
|
1071 3 0
|
There was one girl from Ireland, with her thick Irish brogue, who came into my bedroom early on the morning before my final exam for my Master’s degree in the writing program at U.C Irvine. She knew I was so nervous about taking the exam that I hadn’t sle
|
1071 1 1
|
“I come from a long line of Toad Kings,” Huckleberry said, “and we never back down from a bet.”Phyllis, a great white heron, lowered her long white neck so she could get a better look into her friend's golden eyes.“I just think you…
|
1071 5 5
|
Wait for it. It's not the end of the world, it's the end of certain things. It's not that the sky is falling, it's that the coral reefs are dead or dying. I don't know how the ravaged trees have managed to survive this long with us breathing…
|
1071 2 0
|
I am skinniest in the morning. My belly forgets the previous day’s sins, and I wake up looking taut like a model. Then it starts.
|