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				All Karin did was watch from the street. No movement. No reaction. She just watched. 
					
				 
				
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				Here’s the local group of grumpy gray-haired men 
Chewing over politics as if it’s important 
As if their endless discussing of it, 
Waving their hands in the air, gesturing, 
Is going to change the world 
How do these guys stop from having heart a 
					
				 
				
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				With a sigh she rubbed her face into wakefulness, and then sucked two fingers, thinking of melted cheese. 
					
				 
				
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				My chin is half-eaten. My chest is gone. There is a rhythm to how each flame licks me. Like how you used to in the mornings before work. Before the coffee. Before the toaster. Before a rose clenched between your teeth and dancing. 
					
				 
				
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				In the switched-off
time
of day's blackest
rest- 
					
				 
				
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				The light streaming out of the background of things, in the absence of memory. That’s what I’m talking about. Prepare to let out all your light from night until dawn, if you want to be in the middle of life. I never wanted to stay at the edges. It didn’ 
					
				 
				
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				If I had alcohol in me right now I'd be singing out  loud. I'd turn this boat around & turn it into a karaoke bar. Why is it  even worth mentioning? This is why people gaze abstractedly at the ground.  Ambition is thirty gallons of gas & a red Silverado. Wishing, on… 
					
				 
				
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				I guess it was a foregone conclusion that you would be gone at the end of the year. A foregone conclusion that you wouldn’t be coming back, and that after you began writing letters to Sharon saying what you would do to her when you did come back in th 
					
				 
				
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				You  know when you see the flashing blue lights in your rearview mirror that you're  not being pulled over because of a busted taillight or carelessly doing fifty  in a thirty-five mile an hour school zone; your crime is being a Black man  behind the wheel. It happens often… 
					
				 
				
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				By the time the third car disappeared, Bud had noticed sudden lulls in the breeze, rain microbursts from otherwise blue skies, cold humid calms that trailed him around the junk.
 
					
				 
				
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				But you can have a lap dance. 
					
				 
				
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				I am a housekeeper at a private women's college in upstate New York. 
					
				 
				
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				Those resting in clusters of bones, Cradled in ashes of what once were homes. 
					
				 
				
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				She exists behind closed doors. An open field, on the edge of a moor. Her stare belies her hardened heart. Her soul in fragments. She has lost faith.Never happy. Never understanding. Never accepting her sadness. She walks  every evening at sunset. She remembers her… 
					
				 
				
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				Motivation always needs to come from somewhere. For some all it takes is a sunny day, a smile from a stranger or a simple pat on the back. Others demand a fire lit, a carrot dangled or a whip cracked. Yet here the sun had set, the fire extinguished and th 
					
				 
				
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				It started out small: just a cup of coffee, purchased, and an extra one that I gave away. 
					
				 
				
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				For those in know know know there was hint of a wilderness Cadillac... 
					
				 
				
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				Snail ooze and bull semen 
					
				 
				
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				A man strolled by with perfect posture and a masterful comb-over. Bud gave me that 'get him' expression; sitting there with his own low side part. We razzed him about it all the time, but he still looked pretty-damn-good for seventy-five. 
					
				 
				
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				- I wish I were taller. - You also wish I never die.- What´s your point?- Santa Claus must really hate you.------ What´s the most ridiculous thing someone´s ever asked you?- Please never die. - But you promised!------ I just want to go to sleep, I´m… 
					
				 
				
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				This is what you have to do to keep the unruly parts of your brain from open revolt. 
					
				 
				
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				This tall, very fair, very blonde, very female, very feminist friend of mine, with a smile the moon and stars must take lessons from. . . . 
					
				 
				
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				The coals lose their glow.Sun kisses the back of my neck goodbye.Someone plays Boys of Summer one more time.The cooler tips...                                           The tides go out... 
					
				 
				
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				no matter how many drunks I spoke to, no matter how many strangers I tried my new theories on, no matter how many of my, currently distant friends I out-witted and educated with my revelatory nuggets of wisdom, I still see no sign of impact on the evening 
					
				 
				
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				Testing how well he navigates
She didn't think he would find it 
					
				 
				
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				Upon further investigation two soldiers were found 
					
				 
				
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				it always takes too long to figure it out 
					
				 
				
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				I remember distinctly the first time I saw Lynda. She was not a stunning-looking girl by any stretch of the imagination. She was short, with naturally blond Swedish hair that she wore in a long ponytail that dropped down her back. It was freezing outs 
					
				 
				
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