Gullible and exhausted.
I love everything. I hate everything. I want to embrace and absorb everything, then purge it all until I'm empty. Ambivalence is my jam.
M Atwood, D Eggers, H Kureishi, C Simic, DF Wallace, WC Williams, E Albee, J Steinbeck, B Allard, M Doughty, Robb Todd, et so on.