3 Poems
by Gary Hardaway
An End of Wonder
There is wonder yet in the world:
the bee's intricate dance each flower
which one must marvel at
before it goes with all the others
into the records we keep of how
another species disappeared;
the way the light made
93 million miles away splays itself
through ice and hydrocarbons
across the early sky;
how the seedling thrusts up
through the packed ground
to resurrect the shumard oak again against
the squirreled and distilled petroleum odds.
There is wonder yet and yet
it is visible now: the last wonder
witnessed by the last human eyes
before the cause of wonder dies.
Remains
We have always been a trashy species.
We study ourselves by examining
garbage-- a pile of mussel shells here,
mounds of pecan shells there—
and, always, the bones of the dead,
whether straight or inside mummified
shells or the still supple bodies
preserved by bogs or layers of snow
compacted by centuries. Those who left it
never intended the evidence
to be disturbed unless by the gods.
We live with similar illusions now.
Supernumerary
Here we are, impoverished children
of impoverished parents, teaching ourselves
survival tactics in filthy streets
we make ourselves between the rows
of scavenged-garbage huts--
here, a sturdy one of corrugated steel,
there, a flimsy one of cardboard
and splintered crate wood.
Emptied piss-pots trickle down
the center of our streets to water flies.
What have we to keep ourselves amused
but fistfights and fucking in the shadows?
What have we to wear but what we steal?
What have we to eat but what we get
in trade for what we steal or buy with money
drug thugs give when we deliver?
They will not hire us for the shops
or for the scaffolds, stacking bricks,
or for the warehouse docks, loading
the cheap shoes our sisters sew and glue.
We are the extras no one needs
that slither out from people fucking people.
The truths you so viscerally relate with such focused detail are happy for me only in the exquisite craft of their affirmation. *
We are the trash men.
"An End of Wonder" is devastating.*
Your syllables ring like a blacksmith's hammer on an ingot of Egyptian iron.
A great trio, with wonderful expressions and imagery used. Especially LOVED "An End of Wonder". A sublime piece. *
Remains
"We have always been a trashy species."
Supernumerary
The ending.
Each of these is strong… together they're very powerful, and they go to the dark place, as a group, and that's where they should go.
Thanks for sharing these.
Great works to read here, Gary - and hear at OR. Enjoyed. *
Whew! I feel like I'm hanging onto a tree in a hurricane.
Strong stuff. Fav.
I feel pale after reading these.
Stunning pieces. *
Each of these cuts to the bone. The last two really rocked me.*
Thank you, Matt and Con.
Thank you, Amanda and John.
Thank you, Javed. Thank you Steve.
And thank you, Sam.
Thank you, Jake.
Thank you, Carol. You have such a great reading voice- loved hearing the recorded excerpt from "Pirates" at OR.
Thank you , Beate.
Thank you, Gary.
Completely lovely. Truth-filled, too. ***
Thank you, Brenda.