by Darryl Price
It was your present world that seemed more than mad to me.
Your polished stiff brown shoes that always squeaked like mice, while the latest rude
Bombers bubbled up in their comfortable
Dart-board garages like apple pies burping in the oven.
I still didn't want all things to end up like that, before
I had even found a real love of my own,
Someone to begin to dream along to the
Whole wide universe's singing with, someone to make the
Impossible journey look almost believable to even the likes of me.
I had just my own musical ideas to bounce off of
Then, because everything else in life was still so bland
To me and I was sore afraid of being turned
Into a little moonlight in the middle of the night
By somebody's younger brother's stay at home
All day in your favorite Batman and Boy
Wonder pajamas notion of a cartoon
Death squad's yellow muzzled freeze and disappear forever
ray gun blast. Guess some smart part of me always wanted
A much quicker solution out of your sad
Churches, as in forever and ever amen, even though I
Knew there had to be the one inevitable
Glorifying conclusion to growing
Up in a small town full of strangers in the first place. Anyway, to
Tell the just truth, I just don't like all those dividing us into gender
Rules always being applied to everything
That moves. Never did. I like a sloppy paint
Job as long as it's done with heart. It fits the
Landscape as neatly as anything else that
Has its own time and place. It's a pigment. A signature
Move. Mine was to dig a hole earlier
Than most, all the way to the other side of poetry, man,
And like never return; I don't resent this cartoon version of things.
Darryl Price Sunday, January 20, 2013
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This is my first real attempt of any sort at a writing piece since the heart attack and open heart surgery. I needed to go way in there and rescue my own poet whatever it took from a certain numbness that abounds after a trauma. I got him back, but there was some damage he still doesn't want to talk about yet. Doesn't matter. He's one of us.He'll live. We don't leave our poets behind. We all stand together.
This one is about realizing when you are a kid that you do not believe in the adult world, but are certainly trapped there for the time being. You wait for your chance to jump onto anything else passing by. This isn't necessarily going to change things for the better, but it does afford a brand new world's fairly bold kind of perspective to the cold and lonely stowaway's dreamy head.
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I don't think you could ever leave your poet behind, DP. It's an impossibility. Welcome back, kid. L'Chaim
Well if you're not a sight for sore eyes! Welcome back, DP. Be well.
even though I knew
There had to be the one inevitable/
Glorifying conclusion to growing up
Full strange, in the first place, any way.
Speaks to me along with much else in this.
Nice signature move, and done with heart. I agree with all of this and welcome back!
JP, YOU ARE RIGHT! I had my first poem published when I was 12 in the Cincinnati Enquirer. I knew then the importance of that central part of myself.Sally,thank you!Gary, you went right to the matter of this particular piece,you can't help who you are even when life puts your life in danger. Thank you for putting your finger and eye on it.And,Jane,you are a sweetheart...
Great to have you back, DP.
"Impossible journey look believable.
I had just my own musical ideas
Then because everything else was still so new"
Yes, yes. Good writing. Stay well.
You're a poet and you show it. Which is how I know it. *
Glad you are OK. Poignant poem. Fave*.