Not sure I remember what's important, but I remember you. That's the whole problem I think. You're a drain where
all my words end up ending up. All of them
get lost inside you. Eventually. And I'm left with nothing
to say. Because all my words are gone like toothpaste.
The few I've got left only seem to repeat themselves
in pathetic smears. But they'll have to do. Not sure
I can remember anything important, but I say your name
in my sleep. It's all become a boring animal ritual.
I can admit to that. I remember you used to
wear this yellow teeshirt all the time like it defined
something impossible about you and your motion inside dark jeans.
It drove me mad with desire. And that made you
laugh. Which drove me over a cliff, into an ocean,
and left me clinging to slippery rocks for dear life.
So not sure I remember one important thing about anything
if you want to know the truth. But I know
the song that made you sit still and look at
things like they were puzzles you were putting together in
your head with a little seductive dance. How else am
I going to describe the sadness back to you now?
When you're not even listening. And my readers are expecting
me to swing this crazy thing around and show them
the secret room inside of themselves. But a broken heart
can only make cubist desk paintings out of its overly
hoarded toy stuffs and hope for the best. I can't
remember what's important to me any more. It was so
clear to me just yesterday. Oh. Open my eyes. Let
me see a way. Let me swim before I drown.
Let me swim before I wash away. I remember you
as important but I can't seem to remember why. The
words won't tell me. I'm not sure they think we
deserve to know the reason. Or they just might be
trying to protect us from the tilting sun. Oh. It's
too late for that. Oh, open my head. Let me
see before I go completely blind from all the salt in my
own eyes. Running down my face. For all of us
who are left let my words fight for air. For
all of us here let my words continue to look
for fair meaning. And kiss you goodbye. For all the
lonely floating pieces let my wrecked words shine through the
slumber of time and ruin. Night and day. Open the
curtains. I remember you. You were the question I guess
I needed to hear from this life. Thank you for
asking me. It was a beautiful way to say hello
and a hard way to say goodbye as the next
question on the horizon became more solitary in its insistence
on authenticity. Maybe what was so important doesn't matter. But
it remains with me. And I wouldn't want you to
think of it in any other way than real love.
"Letters are like
my own brand of petals."
Lovely imagery throughout.
Lovely piece.
and I stop and smile and remember you in the process. *
"And for some reason you seem to
me to be a person who deserves to
have such a flower planted just for them
and no one else in this particular
poetic case."
Wonderful trope. Good poem, DP.
"I don't
need to label all the parts of a bird
to enjoy its company in song."
That's it! *
The grace of unconditional love. That is really something.