by Darryl Price
like the icecold yellow wolves they are when they say they believe in love. What they're really
doing is trying to game the outcome in their
hungry for your living blood(y) favors. This shouldn't really surprise you at all.
They've often shown you their biggest fangs before. That wasn't
a fluke. The jungle never disappears, it just
advances on you slowly, becomes the corner
where you live. You should go ahead and accept that
terrible fact. It won't hurt you. And as for love,
it can grow just about anywhere, but that doesn't make it
any stronger. It's a color, not a piece of
fallen concrete, it can change underneath a quick
momentary sky in the blink of an eye, which
is about all the time you've got left anyway.
Don't let it ruin your day. Eat what you've got left and be glad
that you've somehow tasted the same nectar as the flying gods, after all
there is no end to the thirst for more sweetness. That's why there's
never enough money for Scrooge to hoard and never will be. Never enough
sex to go around the Mulberry bush. There's never going to be enough new music
in your floating through the endless clouds cloud bank to store. There's never enough soulful kisses
to follow you into the next century. Even if she
stayed on top of your heart for a year and a day it wouldn't
matter, not in the end. You'd still be wondering where in the world the
silver magic got off to. Poets bring a lot of their own flying
children into this world but they don't always take such
good care of them, because they're all in line like
the else, scared by the exciting finish of the
last ride, a word or two about thrills and chills, the
sad noticings and knowing winks of the constantly nodding off cosmos we're sewn to like hidden dolls inside a heart shaped basket.
Bonus poem:
by Darryl Price
It's not near the end. It never is. This
moment is just what we know now. They are
always running a monstrous war against
the very stars. How far do you think they
can take that evil prejudice? The stars
have never lost a battle. Someday they
just might. Someday we might remember what
it is that we liked so much about each
other. Someday we won't be living our
fresh new story with all the beautiful
possibilities at our disposal.
I've never been a big fan of equal lies.
They may get you something you don't really
deserve, but like little devils they may
also eat a part of your soul, which could
be lost forever. I could go on. Like
someday we'll have to get rid of you know
everything. It won't matter anymore.
Someday our true and false words will be dried
on the page. All the poets will have gone
home to their tomorrow beds. I get a
weird prickling in my head when I think of
living life fearing life. I reject the
culture of a Fascist Christ. How dare you?
A weird prickling for the poor Japanese-
American citizens rounded up
into concentration camps, for profiled
African-American citizens
shot with their empty hands flung in the air,
female-American citizens told
by old white men in gated suits their peer
health care counseling is a crime, gentle,
misunderstood lovely children whose tough
gender identity issues make them
a target for dumb bullies, immigrant
families torn apart by war behind
them and official cruelty in front. I
suppose I could go on. Well then, let me
condemn the actual paranoia of
hate. In machinegun hands. Your mad campaign
to outlaw compassion, misrepresent
kindness. Your mad threat to kill us all. Your
equally mad campaign to deny all
further understanding, misrepresent
hope. Your mad campaign to outlaw peace on
earth, misrepresent masculinity,
dreamers, anything you disagree with.
Your literal love of death over an
organic, flexible way. Your love of
death over humanity. Your love of
death over poetry. Your love of death
over joy. I reject your offer. I
stand by all good men and women as much
as I can, long as luck and grace allow.
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Everybody lies, I think we've established this dewy-eyed fact already in the all around real world, but there are some lies that are nothing more than mean cheats, done by those who,in the words of Morrissey,don't care if you live or die in the aftermath of their dirty deeds. I think we're better than that. But you can't pretend to go forward without first acknowleging there's something basic in instinct and desire that drives you to complete yourself, fulfill your potential,and be aware of your destination. Some could color it a feeling. Some might pin it on a map. Poets simply make note of it like the flight of something with sudden wings and hope for the exact awareness of the next one to come.
"...the exciting finish of the last ride..."
yes, man
Real writing.*
Loved it. *
"That wasn't a fluke."
"The jungle never disappears, it just / advances on you slowly, becomes the corner / where you live."
True.
GOOD*
Excellent poem, Darryl!
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