I'm only looking for a friend. I'm lost in this
wicked world. It's as strange to me as an alien
world's landscape in a Batman comic book. I feel like
I should be wearing an oxygen breathing helmet and be
on the lookout for any local carnivorous plants. But I'm
only looking for a friend. I swear. I've been here
before. A long time. How could a friend be
such a hard thing to find? Maybe it's just because
nobody wants to be friends with someone who is lost.
As simple as that. I don't know. If I knew
maybe I wouldn't be so lost. But here I am.
Lost in this world. A world where the people seem
to get all the love they need from a thing
called a television. A world where the stale is embraced
and the fresh is viewed with overall suspicion. I could
sure use a friend right about now. World where a
funny joke can get you thrown into an unfunny jail
cell. Where holding hands, any touching of another human being
at all, is subject to a bunch of puritanical rules
that have been manipulated, politicized and reprocessed so many times
over that they also end up poisoning the very environment
of love itself with a self righteous and sickening satisfactory
licking of the holy shit lips. Even Mick Jagger doesn't
want that kind of satisfaction. What's left of it. I'm
definitely lost in this world. Where bookstores are ignored but
fancy restaurants are crowded beyond capacity. Where music is streamed
into your crowded gullet without any consideration for the joys
involved in choosing it for yourself, in an attempt to
make you feel lethargic and useless to think for yourself.
And trust your own deepest feelings. The cloud will take
care of your every need--for a price--all your
needn't worries. You just sit back and relax. We got
you. Meanwhile on the world's stage Notre Dame cathedral's burning
to death in real time. This cold, cold place where
the masters are giant machines behind giant buildings that block
out the sky and belch out the end of the
kind and generous worlds on a daily basis, all for
the pleasures of a few Kings and Queens. While the
rest of us feel lost in their world, friendless and
expendable. Like tax write offs. Only we're human beings. And
we have other human beings with us. Children. The sick.
The poor. The elderly. We have the ancient trees of
the Earth with us. We have the last butterflies with
us. We have the moon with us--and she is
beyond frightened. And we need a friend. Not just any
friend. But a true friend. Like John was. You know
anybody? But this place is a sand box where we
can have all the guns we want, but hospitals and
schools just aren't in the long run budget for most
of us. I admit I am a little poet. This
is what I can offer you while we continue to
look. A little music. And a little companionship on our
way to the greatest battle for our souls. But remember
this. We are not helpless. I brought you to this
point in the poem only to tell you this. You
are the friend. For me and for yourself. That is
the message and the meaning.The magic and the mystery.
We may feel lost in this world, but that's only
because we have forgotten something important: as long as we
are here in any capacity we can change the world.
" I cannot do
anything but remember you." *
"they're still trying to take over the world
in all directions"
Both poems are very moving. *
Love these. I read the last one out loud--took a deep breath and let her rip. I read "poet" as a verb because that's completely appropriate for you and your work.