No.

I feel

your warmth on me; you are

warmer than usual, perhaps it's

your adrenaline. I pray

for it to be over. I lost

my faith that night. Tears running

down my face; sweating

more than I ever have before.

My arms feel

paralyzed as you hold

them down.  I try

to get

up but you prove

your strength.

I

thought

I

said

no.