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eleven by eleven by five


by strannikov


where adolescents did roam

 

the cigarette smoke could hardly have survived

nor the ceiling in the corner on the floor,

cheap cracked sheetrock still crumbles into white chalk,

beer cans forty summers old sunk half-submerged

in sand behind half-toppled cinder-block steps.

the teens that guzzled and sipped those beers, all gone,

lured into adulthood the way adults were

(or killed along the way, the way children are),

their own children long since lured into their age:

teens now in sixth decades (of those that're left)

fed trusted jukeboxes quarters by the score.

 

 

misery menagerie

 

brief glances—otherwise, all eyes turned away

(granted, glances not welcomed, that tell too much):

all other eyes remain silent, perhaps mute.

the perpendicular lives find room within

to stand, to mill, to sip, and to sit, to eat,

the tabletops full, parallel to the floor

(the chairs all stationary, so they don't skid).

chairs are not offered, they are there to be took,

and habit forbids dining to those who stand—

a stiff rebuke to vertical hungers all,

no relief for constipation of the soul.

 

 

vanitas again, or confession from a vapor trail

 

you're psychic, it is almost seven o'clock

and yes, the hourglass will be turned on the dot

(the hourglass has not gone digital, oh no,

but these days, silicon is in with the sand).

we can be forgiven for thinking time flies

when it is we ourselves who verily fly.

relieved that gravity regulates our flight

on our planet's rolling, bouncing spins through space,

we dismiss frames of reference that prevail:

our velocities reduce to vapors what

gravity does not reduce to utter dust.


 

what tears do deserve

 

the only good tears are never seen or heard:

if seen, they'd only be misconstrued, right?

if heard, someone would complain about the sound.

alone in the dark is the only fit place—

then, all the towels and the buckets you need!

the towels can be hung out before day breaks,

the buckets can be emptied where nothing grows

(all that salt), after which, a day can begin:

another day for tears to wait until night

when they will not be seen and will not be heard—

tears do deserve to be as private as blood.

 

 

what do tears deserve?

 

do tears deserve to be as private as blood?

opportunistic'ly, each fluid escapes

when injury is reported by the nerves

(which makes nerves arbiters of human truth):

any tears leaking from our lachrymose veins

as valid as any eye weeping its blood.

—but do observe: doctors never transfuse tears,

no matter what injury the eyes report,

as if eyes never dared suffer from a drought,

as if blood transfusions alone address pain,

as if donated blood soothes taut optic nerves.

 


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