Towards the End of Memory
by Gary Hardaway
Parade
Let the bands play on.
Let the huge balloons bobble along,
waving in the wind, stretching
ropes and the muscles of handlers.
Let the singers lip-synch their small hits.
Let the Broadway musical casts
suppress their shivering and promote the show.
Let the police horsemen keep the peace.
Let the B-list celebrities make appearances.
Let the happy speak of morning hosts
babble on and name the small town high schools
whose young performers strut their little fame.
Be of good cheer. It is all a shameless
plea for commerce American as the holiday itself.
Accountability
Responsibility without authority-
the fate of middlings and expendables.
Authority without responsibility-
the privilege of uppers and owners.
Uncertainty
Because our histories
and sociologies show us
what we are- vicious, angry,
avaricious, frightened, brutal-
it is easy to wish for our extinction
though some small hope for otherwise
arises as a tear and a tragic love
shudders through the viscera.
Infinite Sadness
This will be the century of infinite sadness,
sadder even than the Twentieth
with its expansive catalog of horrors.
Our close genetic relatives will go extinct
as we destroy habitat after habitat
pursuing cheap consumer goods,
illusions of corporate growth rates,
and higher returns on investment.
Capital will devour us all as it devours itself.
Extinctions, one by one and two by two,
until our own erases all memory
of the world we made and destroyed.
Sacrifices
It's certain that none of us deserves redemption
based on geneaology. Slave traders, slave owners,
rabid misogynists, anti-Semites, simple frauds,
bullshit artists, capitalist assholes.
We are tarnished by our progenitors.
We are tarnished by our own failures.
We are tarnished and undeserving of mercy.
Kill us all as sacrifices to the perfect Jesus.
Sad...but true.
Thank you, Kitty.
"We are tarnished by our own failures."
Some truth here, Gary.
This: "it is easy to wish for our extinction
though some small hope for otherwise
arises as a tear and a tragic love
shudders through the viscera."
Hope, no matter how infinitesimal, keeps some of us going.
I know this side of you because we share political views and comments, elsewhere. But this, this is the bleakest yet. You write with truth and power. *
Thank you, Erika.
Thank you, Matt.
Thank you, Gita.
Like, esp., the "Uncertainty" piece. Like the tentative hope in the closing: "a tear and a tragic love/shudders through the viscera." Like "Sacrifices" too as a rant that wryly turns around in its last line: "Kill us all as sacrifices to the perfect Jesus."
Poignant poems, good grouping--a progression of souls (awareness, etc.), to me, and finishing with the understanding that "none of us deserves redemption." Interesting. Well done.
Thank you, Dianne.
Good pieces. Uncertainty & Infinite Sadness are dark gems.
Thank you, Sam.
Anger bring out the best in your words sometimes. Not always, but sometimes! *
Thank you, Neil.
*Powerful poems, Gary. These are poems for people who think.*
Thank you, Nonnie.
*, Gary. "Infinite Sadness" does it for me.
Thank you, David.