by Darryl Price
Once there was a real honest to God holy spirit
out there that was a gift of loving kindness meant
for everyone to share; unfortunately, it was given to all
the wrong people, or the wrong people simply stole it.
Either way the wrong people are still the same ones
among us now who so willingly use this atomic light
to hurt other living beings with it on a daily
basis, to twist them into hideous shapes of horrible death,
beneath which their jewel encrusted fingers perform the final blows
to these sad lives, and the creepy smoldering designs are
put onto their hideous fires for disfigurement-- their natural beauty
being
strapped down by brutal lies; all that's left are twigs
of civilization and shells of humanity, like heaps of scattered
and broken bones. They have caused such misery and bleeding
among the people, but more than this they have knifed
the sacred covenant between animals and all the other free
stars inside man, so that no clear understanding about the
true nature of things could pass unnoticed into the hearts
of men anymore, and cause all their hearts to continue
to grow and open, which is the doorway to any
fresh wisdom on the blue planet's timeline. On this cruel
pathway, of course they could easily collect all the unguarded
money and food for just themselves, and steal everybody's lasting
beautiful essences for their own privately gated walls and secret
dungeons. This caused a growing hole in the brains of
artists everywhere—all of whom began to paint only in
smeared circles of red and blue, like wounded beasts, good
and deeply caught in a gouging steel leg trap. The
weeping has become a smoking part of the day's unforgiving
landscape, too. These so called guardians next met on high
and decided who should get to weld their stolen power
next to them, for a hefty
price of arms and expendable men of course. Only the
grandest bidders were welcomed at that rich table, in the
middle of the blackest of nights. The rich became greedier,
if that's even possible, through the sorcery of hateful manipulation
of the true facts of love and peace, the familial
sacrifice was made, that this spirit was being abused by
those cowards held in highest esteem throughout the ever saddening
darkening landscape is a grim though honest truth to have
to bear. This spirit was trapped in a book like
dried ink on a food dirty page, held prisoner there,
granting selfish wishes on a lustful
whim or two, like a genie in a magic lamp,
and simply made to do bad things that brought sorrow
and shame to its eternal flame, like many a lost
soul before. Then something else, something young and new and
great and sudden came dancing along the road. New Kids
came along, kids who were not buying into the old
worn out stories, kids who preferred to dance together in
the streets for fun, just for the freedom of it,
who were not afraid of the colors of the day
or night, who suggestively hugged the moon again and again,
made her blush, kids who whistled a joyful longing into
the stale air, by some
beautiful ragged daylight of their own internal invention. This alone
woke up enough thought to raise dead to the world
tree spirits and to move forgotten mountains to roar with
monumental lifeforce again. The first thing they did was to
free the holy spirit from its rotten cage and laugh
with him and cry with him and go with him
again into the forgotten hills with many joyful echoes all
around seeping into many forgotten hungry ears. Love is worth
it, they said. Love is all, the Holy One agreed,
with a long happy smile and with longer clapping hands
filling a forest with rustling leaves of golden green.
Bonus poems:
Totem Poles (Click Here To View)(a first draft)
by Darryl Price
There's nothing so low then that you wouldn't have tried already to rip it open and spoil it in your dumbed-down sadness, all to
end the world for not noticing you in its castdown eyes a lot sooner, but the vain world fought
back from that kind of silly-assed melting candle wax war, like extinction on its own
brutalizing enough terms. It wasn't size that
matters but substance. Still if I
have indeed loved you in my own small
way and that means given you as
much of this life as I possibly could then please
accept once more this truly meant for you alone sweet kiss of air coming your lost way right now...wish
only that the secret places had made more
valuable time together available
out of the tiresome facts of life to us. All it did instead
was leave me far behind, at the sad end of my own
lost curb, in a place that never
looked quite the same again. Sometimes it feels like the
same thing but it's not. The lamplighter has no purpose anymore
even to the headbutting moths of painful circumstance.
Those lopsided sidewalks have no maternal
purpose either anymore, even to
the ticking time-bomb shoes of constant sorrow, the ghost garden parades, the abandoned bikes, the sideways
rolling acrobatic leaves,
the frying drops of spattering rain, the dripping off the earth's arms moon maidens,
the smelly stacked up stars, the freezing of the lights smack in the middle of everything,
the opening breezes like doors, colder from the cracked
car windows, dogs who sniff every mailbox
for fresh news that travels in and
out of other dogs . And now I myself
am to find out if I've got yet another
strangely filled pocket crammed full of more words that
somehow meanings, less and less, they start
to disappear even before
they fall from my broken away hands and fingers. Once I
would have simply fed them to the sparrows, if there
was no one else around watching me,
or given them saintly unto
the sleeping grasses, like a quick shot of
Kentucky bourbon, or a broken
string of love beads, or a no longer
maybe so perfect scratched cat's eye marble with a chip in its otherwise perfectly round face, or a
missing wooden eye, then or even a miniature plastic model of an alien
spaceship tripod, or a mysterious souvenir scroll painted on a bark
canoe-- the cheapest kind you can get--
and later wonder why you'd
buy such an unremarkable ugly thing to put on your desk blotter in the first place.
When I was a kid I was fascinated
with totem poles. I
collected dozens of them like
other kids collected WWII airplanes, or tiny plastic molded colorful gumball
trains that flew anywhere on tracks only found in the minds of childhood countries. They gave me a false sense of rainbow comfort. I now know that
is something I usually
found rather frightening on
a daily basis, but all that's
so far from the pages you're reading,
we'll soon be on different books
altogether if I go any further. I never wanted
to see you crumble. That's the decoded truth.Goodbye.
bonus poem:
by Darryl Price
This isn't a where for you to what down upon with your heavy handed hurtful stares again and again. No. Well
some would say counting down the
softly rising rows of constantly
crumbling ancient guardian
mountains in the emptying rooms of shadowy
mists is still being some reason enough to go on that long trip anyway , but in the end they really
couldn't add up to such loveliness as holding hands, to
simply being alone
with you. That's all
there is to say. Someone else
might find this lost passageway
and coax the tossing
sun from behind
its own glowing head
of darkly flowing
hair for you. When you look into
that dreaming face
there is every promise
and every hurtful
ash to come. How long will
you always forgive
that unfair comparison its deep and lingering bite on the inside of your mouth?
That's the problem,
isn't it? We're
all up against the impossible
possible. Yet
I stumble over
these buried words myself like
any child would. I add my
still tiding voice to
the farawayclimb that's only
partly there and is
only going to
presently sound out
completely in the
new order of things, those
made specifically from light (that you'll
hardly remember).
All this would be fine
if I thought you'd specifically be
given your heaven.
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History is a lie told through a murder of crows. They may sound like they are all chirping about the same thing, but each one is trying to blurt out its own sad truth above the din. The search for the King continues. All these noises could be shaped and reshaped onto another canvas of sky as easily as some rain could come and dampen the conversation for awhile. It picks up again as soon as the sun comes out, but new voices are always being added and some are never heard from again. It's a timeless struggle to get the sentences right in the first place. Witness after witness sees only the perspective they are given, unless they can see inside/this too has been passed down to us from a long distance away by some kindly departed friends.
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This is breathtaking.
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I like the structure of this piece and it's lush language.
Good form. Interesting variation on your use of line. I like the piece, DP.
* interesting breaks. I like.