by Darryl Price
by Darryl Price
by Darryl Price
by Darryl Price
in making your sad blown apart hearts rise up and squeeze out the kindness juices ever so sweetly anymore. Tried
that. Didn't work out too well, not for me, wasn't a BIG time of waste,
but did eat up some important wee hours left to just simply
be floating about in my garden with the greenest of nice faint folk at hand. I've come to the
conclusion you should never do more than enjoy the true time just the
way it is. Just grab a hungry lungful and an bashful eyefull
and go about your own small business plan, which I suppose is to eventually
leap over the garden walls and run like hell towards the unknown worlds. We kicked ourselves out. That's
what we do the best. Let all the denizens stay exactly
where they are—you'll meet more and plenty. Only a fool would
look up at the stars and wonder why we are
still here all alone. I've got to say I believe in
something quite tangible, so why not this mental buzzing and inky pathway set down here before you? It's your own table spread before you as much as mine.It's as
good as any cloud for containing a bunch of rainyday
dreams to come, and who knows it may even divide and
provide an incredible slide show for all the kiddies? Nah, I mean
that's just way too cynical, even for me. You can have
your monuments to fearful heavens. That's never worked out for me
except to make me aware of the loveliness of bells,
the sadness of angels, and the wretchedness of most people.
Why are all the corners of the logged in world full of
little old ladies polishing everything into a slippery mess?The good old
point, the point that can't be gotten to so easily because
it lands where it lands, and that's a different throw
each time you make it I'm afraid-no matter how good you are. That's why you don't aim. It's pointless. You
just bring the two colliding world's heads together and bite deeply into
the oncoming spark with all the gusto you can muster. What happens next? You are far-flung into a
freefall, where you will either right yourself or feel like
your arms are melting off on a runaway speed dial whip of wind. Your father cannot save you then
from such a glorious height. Only you can save you. That's
the lonely flare on your own skin cells you'll be remembering. It's telling you right now
that another piece is either gone or coming back home
again to complete your kit as you become your own journey.
You're it. People know all this one way or another.
They're not fooled by books. They just don't have the
heart left for it half the time because they've already had
their own hearts eaten away in chunks by invisible wolves. Amazing
how much of a missing song title will return to you in the many sad
days to come, if you truly want it to, but you
have to wish for it with your whole life at stake or it simply won't speak up any louder than as a small whisper,
refusing to self-manifest as more than a few quickly blown notes
to the winds of time when you aren't looking directly at it. You will force yourself to
live again on purpose. Rise up again on purpose. And again. And again. And again.
And again. And again. Until you have fulfilled the ultimate
breathing at last to the sounding out of the life majestic living directly inside of you the whole time a note like no other and yet familiar.And now
we come once more to yet another ending of one
thing and the beginning of quite another for the both of us. You are going
on from here to breach another shored up doorstep to the ultimate end zone, kill
another day with kindness or not, mold another soft hour to your bidding, add another ice cream cone to the eternal breakdown of civilization,
another beached whale tied to the bricked wall, another city smothering in its own churning filth,
another voice above the blinding din of crashing metal monstrosities, another after another after another. You'll find yourself either roughly
shoved up flat against the tallest glass around or slipped just slightly under it. Everything torn
out or worn away or simply gone to make the
road stretching so far in front of you that you
can't imagine where it ever stops, how you'll even get there from here,
but there it is, and here you are, like always.
by Darryl Price
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"The cosmic misalignment has caused a lot of harm"
Good poems, DP. Especially like "The No Regret Gets Pummeled by Love's Sad Mirror".
Thanks a lot, Sam. I'm trying these days to make some sense of it all while keeping myself open to the wonder of it still. I appreciate the read.
Solid work. "The world is full of" repeating works so well. And this line: Why does everywhere have to be so lonesome?
Good question *
Love the imagination and the repetition in the first one.
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fresh water *