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~the brilliant machine~


by aksania xenogrette


THE BRILLIANT MACHINE      blowing grease with an air-gun  staple-tacking the seams of this box   cranes east west south  my derision, metal in motion    strapping burnt plastic  snapping the metal band  what do you call this?  pings with hammer, sparing nicks    angles, black paint  gun at a distance  bad bad wrists  and ankles    trivia, oh trolley-slag,   details belie you  lover never a fighter  arms testament to lift and repetition    hot metal, strong back  thighs sped forward  spirals like razors  cutting through nail-beds    smoke the doldrums for  honesty in quick syllables  what is a man without balls,  hot lips, and presence?    the dragon red  hovering beyond us  arms-length and will awaiting  the song of liberation    my meditation  this lazy sun busting through clouds  the mindless slogging  fucking money          you know what violence is?  priss subjugation   against the elation of letting love rule.  there are wings hidden in our backs    grace and steel shoes slide  along a heartstring's bass strum  there are no floors, only fingerprints  and the humming of hours gone    when the sun goes down alone  vice is forgotten in the night wind  your lover's voice   on the phone     held fast in the balance  of gravity and momentum  overcoming inanimate objects  and the unknown    i green an aluminum can  mainline coffee in great gulps to breathe, shimmy,   and breach waves of streets   to receive    the future unfolding like a soft letter  an alphabet falling  an endless scroll  unwinding    gaskets round my wrists  the earth element magnet flipped over  well who am I to want more  when this is all a dream?    this ‘morrow will find me  eating the opposite of stress  …a soft landing for heaviness    auto-work braced in a box   motor-sped down the freeway  18 wheels hit the tarmac  whatever happened to revolution?        strong hearts   feeding strong minds  in strong bodies…  small hands turning the face of time    paint stripped,  weather-worn,  bolts rusted.    a belly rejecting water in dim sunlight  vomits ash into an empty sink  eyes leak like green grease in the seams…  just show up and work.    a shipment manifest  numbers turned over on a screen  light refracted, safety plastic  the mass and gravity of light    …eating meat on the bus  …joints raw        my fucking hands…	    knuckles…    my body…	    the brilliant machine.

THE BRILLIANT MACHINE


blowing grease with an air-gun
staple-tacking the seams of this box 
cranes east west south
my derision, metal in motion

strapping burnt plastic
snapping the metal band
what do you call this?
pings with hammer, sparing nicks

angles, black paint
gun at a distance
bad bad wrists
and ankles

trivia, oh trolley-slag, 
details belie you
lover never a fighter
arms testament to lift and repetition

hot metal, strong back
thighs sped forward
spirals like razors
cutting through nail-beds

smoke the doldrums for
honesty in quick syllables
what is a man without balls,
hot lips, and presence?

the dragon red
hovering beyond us
arms-length and will awaiting
the song of liberation

my meditation
this lazy sun busting through clouds
the mindless slogging
fucking money

you know what violence is?
priss subjugation 
against the elation of letting love rule.
there are wings hidden in our backs

grace and steel shoes slide
along a heartstring's bass strum
there are no floors, only fingerprints
and the humming of hours gone

when the sun goes down alone
vice is forgotten in the night wind
your lover's voice 
on the phone

held fast in the balance
of gravity and momentum
overcoming inanimate objects
and the unknown

i green an aluminum can
mainline coffee in great gulps to breathe, shimmy, 
and breach waves of streets 
to receive

the future unfolding like a soft letter
an alphabet falling
an endless scroll
unwinding

gaskets round my wrists
the earth element magnet flipped over
well who am I to want more
when this is all a dream?

this ‘morrow will find me
eating the opposite of stress
…a soft landing for heaviness

auto-work braced in a box 
motor-sped down the freeway
18 wheels hit the tarmac
whatever happened to revolution?

strong hearts 
feeding strong minds
in strong bodies…
small hands turning the face of time

paint stripped,
weather-worn,
bolts rusted.

a belly rejecting water in dim sunlight
vomits ash into an empty sink
eyes leak like green grease in the seams…
just show up and work.

a shipment manifest
numbers turned over on a screen
light refracted, safety plastic
the mass and gravity of light

let me tell you something

now that we're alone 

my psyche 

she done broke

her last bone

the truth won't 

lift what is flown

so i hold it

in my hands

make it smoke

make it sweat

make it burn

make it bleed

my body…

the brilliant machine.

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