The Cuervo Gold and Clorox Blues

It's not a good sign when you're

mesmerized by the Westminster dog show.

Got to get out of this place.

Yes, even a well-planned foray

to Safeway will suffice.

I know I shouldn't go, but I can't relinquish

this last vestige of my old life.

 

Grocery list clutched in my gloved hand,

mask in place, fogging my glasses,

cart wiped down.

I try to keep myself from weeping.

We are all actors in a bad dream,

that doesn't go away in the morning.

 

Will we ever get back to before?

Oh, the little joys I took for granted,

like my grandsons sleeping over.

I'm frenetic, rushing through the aisles,

cowering behind my mask.

I don't look anyone in the eye.

 

I score a big win, paper towels.

But do I really need four more cans

of tomato bisque soup?

The masked man in red sweatpants

joyfully unloads big bottles

of Cuervo Gold and Clorox on to the belt.

He makes me smile.