by Darryl Price
Suppose you could bend your whole body backwards
like she did, you know, like a taunt powerful
bow and arrow kit, and push the rest
of your truest self forward into his
concentrating face, just like Georgia O'Keeffe
in nineteen-nineteen, push it all over
inside only for his general
direction to feel? No. My gaze would certainly
be more than just the official
poetic curiosity at work,
posing the ultimate question of man's
authority, stopping at yet another
wondrous natural landscape, to be
professionally framed in the matter-
of-fact context of a newly crystallized
awareness of beauty-- cloud-shaped or
no. And yet she loved this strangely silent
little man, what she saw in him, more than
the artist's urges, to so quickly uncover
what he desired her to be. When
Picasso turned his young muses into
a stained glass cartoon of sexualized
beauty shots, collapsing even the brutish
sun's rays into a junk pile of entangled
Christmas lights at their bare feet, did
he, in his wildest imagination,
even notice the tears shed for his own
lost, humane sympathies? When Cynthia
Lennon missed that transcendental train to
the new meditation camp on a near
future farm, (without fear and or hatred
in her poor heart, God bless her, because no
one was watching out for her, not specifically,)
did the antique glass orb in
her falling breath tinkle into tiny
sharp pieces as it fell out of her mind's
glazing eye, smashing onto its own black
and white crumpled paper street, like so much
already brown stained pavement or go unnoticed
as a broken trail of sad trash?
Listen, in nineteen-nineteen, Georgia was
in the perfectly beautiful nude all
right, but she was the one setting up the
historical shot, youthful, secure, possible,
primitive, weather or no weather
outside. So let me pose the question
to you again, are you willing to watch
the killing waves, knowing that your poet
is even now preparing to sail towards
you with all desire for you, that shipwrecked
or not, he will crawl on hands and knees
to bury his face in yours this evening?
The moon will have something to say about
it all, as she always does. But, Georgia,
you simply got to me. You'd probably
want to give him all the credit. He doesn't
deserve it. You're the one who entered
his frame and filled it up with light and landscape.
And made the impossible possible.
After all this time, you spoke to me, too.
I was standing in the art section of my favorite bookstore flipping through a bunch of art books when I happened upon this amazing, stunning photograph of Georgia as a young woman in the Southwest. The look on her face was completely relaxed, assured and powerful, feminine and brave. I was trying to imagine being in her presence in those days. Then I picked up a book on Picasso and it showed photographs of him with his various girlfriends, all of who looked very self-possessed, but the paintings he made of them showed them as chewing on things and falling apart into different sharp angular pieces. It all seemed unfair. Not to take anything away from these great artists. Picasso is the master of painting. I know it. You know it. But my heart went out to these individual women who sometimes drowned in the wake of these great, talented men, these great souls of artistic expression. I thought maybe it was my duty as a poet to show them from a different kind of perspective. In any case, it's my gift to them, though a bit late in coming to matter, for their real live presences in the continuing story of the spirit of true creativity.
by Darryl Price
The world can still be viewed as a honey
drop of sparkling rain, but not all washed up
tears can be revealed as such. The stories
swirling inside are constantly shifting
their own gears, searching for the lost highway,
and sometimes actually finding it. There
is plenty of love going on, and a
constant one all around us, I'm told, but
those eternal shining angels can get
very bored with all that, and put down their
heavy feathers and grow long horns just for
the sheer hell of it. People do get caught
in the middle of these petty holy
wars over nothing but newly told lies.
In the meantime all you can do is, well,
whatever you want, hoping that something
someday matters to somebody, in the
bitter or peaceful end. In our youngest
times we made plenty of interesting
rhymes and growled right back at the thunder with
our own pretty versions of a beautiful
noise. If it baffled the many, we
still really believed in doing it. This
is more than a trunk full of old paintings,
my friend, it is a map to the constant
present tense where all the best opportunities
for living an authentic life
are constantly being restored and refurbished.
Look at our cool hats! We wore them
to make each other happy. Look at our
goofy round shoes! We wore them to get you
to grin, not exactly smile with teeth. This
whole Earth thing was meant to celebrate with
you in spite of the nefarious gangs
of political thieves terrorizing
the groovy flower scene with their infantile
tantrums of hate and money. Of course
we knew they would criticize us no matter
what we did, or wrote, or sang, or painted
across their skies. Sometimes a perfect
world is more of an imperfect try at
simply bringing something new to the table,
something wild and unpopular, something
deemed impossible, something that just
feels good if you let it, something more fun
than functional. We fit all together
then. Then we decided we didn't. Someone's
got that missing piece in their hands right
about now. I'm not saying it's you, but
it very well could be. That's up to you.
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