I have been here before. Several times.
I'm pretty sure. The tall waving grasses
and their lovely flower companions; the
relentless windy hills, all swaying
up and down and over themselves the same
roller way. That thrilling feeling on your
skin, of right before a major storm. But
frozen in its own small time and place. Not
repeating itself, but as if always
trying to bring something or someone from
somewhere else into the picture with me.
Without much success. As far as I can
tell. So why am I talking to you? Who
are you? When I found myself here before,
the feeling of being was exactly
the same, odd and yet comforting. Intense,
not really threatening. What has changed the
most, I guess, about this world is me. I
might be inclined to suppose, I'm someone
who pops across two different worlds, who
doesn't fit so neatly or belong completely
to either one. I'm not even
sure if I was invited, but must have
been, or by whom. For what purpose. Yet here
I stand alone. Once more. Trying with all
my heart beats to keep my shit together.
Here comes the sky again, turning itself
inside out and shaking off all the stars
that now or ever were into a glass
bowl for all. That's what I'm watching happen.