It's not weird, but it is a little sad, in
a faded blue and frayed sky kind of way. No
one was saved from anything. Whatever it is, it came
after us with relentless energy. It overcame us on the
trail many times, leaving us bruised and torn to pieces;
but here I am, sitting alone on a park bench,
on top of a strange, but familiar hill. Every single
second of my life was leading me to this hollowed
out moment. I figure there's no point in being tired
of all the loneliness. I fell into a hole like
a rabbit with a broken foot. I don't even know
how I got there. Maybe ask my broken heart. And
I suppose everything pushed me along with everything else. Memories
are just like photographs--they don't tell the whole story.
They leave out many of the most important parts. This
is not a complaint on my behalf. But if there's
anyone listening, perhaps we could do with a little less
sorrow along the way? For the others. I realize it's
way too late for me. My friends are gone far
away. The past is living in a cardboard box in
an attic in some lost town. It's amazing what some
people have had to endure. Can't we help them? I
know. I'm one to talk, sitting here on my park
bench, shivering in the cold sunshine. I don't need your
help, thanks. What I need is a warmer coat. Once
upon a time, I would have said, a loving pair
of arms holding me closer. I'm beyond that now. The
hard park bench should have told you that much. This
is where I landed. And, you know, it fits me
just fine. Although I wish I had my little dog
here with me, for the windy, hair-blowing company of it
all. Anyway, I thought you might like to know where
I ended up today of all days. We had an
interesting bit of wild adventure together, didn't we? I really
enjoyed it, even the mad parts. I've never really been
very good at this next part. I wave. Wink out.