Sometimes the supreme realness of living creeps in on cat paws
It coils around my innermost self, the one I keep locked away safe like Bukowski's bluebird,
And it makes my mind crawl,
Crawl to the dark places I love most, loud music and off key laughter, glimmering green and brown bottles eagerly holding the dim lights overhead inside themselves like ransomed stars.
Indeed it crawls when I know too much. When truth lingers like a bad taste on the tongue, it makes me crawl to neon signs and rain slicked sidewalks shining like some shortcut to Shangri La.
I crawl to what made me, to the safe, smoky heat of my spiritual infancy.
I am no more than a brief, beautiful beast born of alt rock and profanity, a mere crawling creature of slurred poetry and hot blood on bleached floors. Some walk steadfast into the unknown, uncertain but eager, not me, I crawl. Grinning crooked into the void.