I never thought that I would be
here
lost in the static.
Wandering aimlessly
through the noise
so
hopelessly filled with hope.
Peeking in through windows
having the odd dream
and
regrettably counting the days.
It isn't real to me yet.
Tomorrow.
And it won't be,
not at least,
until it is today.
And even then i can only imagine
as i am
so dialed in
the microscopic subject of some everlasting gaze.