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A First Note Among Many


by Darryl Price



You don't need a song about stars, you need
a reason to be glad there are stars. The
moon has always been there, but not always for you
until now. Don't throw it all away because

you are too sad to care. You've come into your own. All
things are waiting for you to show us your
once in a lifetime Christmas bloom. Don't be afraid.
If you wait too long the stars are going

to coldly shift away, the moon will strike the clouds like a bullet
and disappear with your moment in its teeth. You don't
need a perfect breeze to lift your hair to the rafters on
perfect wings. You only need that smile. That

grin. That laughter. You need only you. You don't
need those shoes. I know you think you do.You need a reason to wear 
them out loud. You've got this poem for company. That's a
start. Go ahead. It's no use pretending

now that you are not something with its own incredible
brightness. I see you and it makes me want
to walk on water. You get it, don't you? You don't
need anybody's permission to shine.  dp. 



4 bonus poems:



Revolving Wheel

by Darryl Price



 

The planet looks so peaceful doesn't it? Want a

Gumball? Like a pancake with blue dye mixed into

The bowl and carried out by a winking Victorian

Butler. Like a bowling ball with just the right

Spin for your clumsy fingers. Like a silent psychedelic

Movie playing deep in your head. Like an indulgent rock

Opera performed by a band of rogue angels. Like

A lost hubcap running down the road. Like a political button for a

Nonexistent green candidate. Like a drop of blue striped

 

Paint on an ancient drop cloth floor. Like a

Hole in your favorite sweater. Like the inside of

A circus lion's gaping mouth. Like a free balloon

Far enough away from the wires of civilization to

Make a good strong break for it. Like a

Seashell sitting on the sands of time. Like a

Telephone ringing. Like a blossom opening its shop for morning

Business. Like a newly silk screened tee shirt advertising

Either a band or a restaurant, maybe a hip new bank,

 

Maybe a national park. Like a corroded penny found half-buried

In the grass or in your pocket change. Like if

The road was a revolving wheel that you were

Standing on in a dream of leaving and you

Kept having a hard time keeping your balance. A lost

Frisbee sitting in a garage in a little red

Wagon next to a pair of rusty hedge clippers. Like

Something coming right at you at full speed, whizzing like

An arrow, bending like a tree branch, gurgling like an open

 

Mouthed river. Like a spinning leaf floating around in a rolling

Pond, like a sailboat without a sailboat driver. Like a

Popping sound. Like a painted pony. Like a long dangling

Bracelet. Like a pair of dancing feet wearing nothing

But painted toes. Like a lonely bike ride through

A merry laughing woods. Like the moon holding a sign

That says, make up your mind, choose your celestial

Tea, always pay the Gypsy before she invites you

To sit down at her table. Like the lie that

 

You have somehow given up on things for good, my love,

Fading in the west of your wounded heart, I don't

Buy it now or ever, no matter how Eastern

Your lovers get. Like a poem that sounded like

A science show, but really is all about a

Certain comedic feeling one gets when the stars align.

Like a jackpot machine puking out its phony stream

Of stamped metal happiness, you're still barely alive in there. Like a fuzzy

Note from an electrified base player on your wall, I'm just as

 

Bored as ever over the dirty looks from your

Mad trajectory towards not finishing the game. Like a blue whale, a stone left

Atop your grave marker by a total stranger. Like

A lesson book scribbled upon with many strange and

Wonderful cartoon faces. Like a mysterious rhinoceros, I wish I 

Had the strength. Like a tree planted by the 

Passed over clouds, counting all the cracks in the marbled 

Sky's blue eyes. Like a Merriam-Webster dictionary dropped into the bath

with the bubble-making soap beads, what we're all about you might say.  




Human Being by Darryl Price

This isn't another world just because 
other worlds exist.You might not know what it is 
they know but they don't know you. That's our big one, the
only real chance to escape their stupid 
planet of conformed pissing in the pool
insanity. Their brutality has
 
always just bordered on the inwardly 
cowardly. They've always looked for new and 
expensive ways to con the lifeblood out 
of things rather than to be kind towards 
all beings. They're always willing to pay 
good enough money for someone else to
 
climb into a small cold bucket for them 
and retrieve the rare precious stuff from the 
special life-threatening poisonous goop 
boiling down below while they sit around a 
handsome fire above and smoke the rolled up 
poor souls they've captured in the cracked ruins of 

their snug and smug mirrored rugs. You know what 
they do when they are all gathered there. But poets are 
generally whistling a different 
fun tune for you to follow, one that calls you to abandon 
all enlisted coats of fear and hardened 
hate for a brighter, lighter way to live
 
in peace among the gently rocking stars. It's not a pitch 
perfect way either way.You sometimes have to 
love things that are wild, uncontrollable, 
just so they don't become extinct from your stupid
indifference. And you have to do it 
with only a wild song in your heart. You will 

eventually be smacked on, stoned for your 
best efforts one way or the other. But 
that's your street to live on, no to the lie, yes to the 
love. Still the only way for you to go 
my friend is the one you should be talking about 
all along because it is to your true choice

as a free thinking human being on 
the shared blue planet bus. This isn't another 
world. It's the same one. And that's why we can 
make it better if we do instead of 
try. War is over, John said, but only 
if you want it to be over more than
 
those who want it to continue to burn.
How badly do you want things to change? This 
isn't another world because their staged 
propaganda says so. Fine gardens grow 
first because you let them. They believe they 
only grow because you make them. Somewhere
 
in between these careless extremes is a small sweet truth 
we can probably use to open our 
locked minds and hearts to a world of friendly 
cooperation and peace. But only 
if you want it. Poets will continue 
to strum. Villains will continue to take 

great advantage of us all, pretending 
not to notice our hunger for what it 
ultimately is, a plea for mercy. 
This isn't another world, although yes 
sometimes it seems like it might as well be. Either way it
makes this song and I'm glad I'm here with you. dp   



Some of the Poems You Forgot to Remember by Darryl Price

are starting to feel a little left out 
of your life at this point.You do
remember being asked by them to always keep
them in their original origami wrappers? As I

recall one was a seahorse you were particularly
fond of calling a sea dragon. Another was
a caterpillar you liked to keep in a 
fruit bowl for laughs with your other less

serious friends. And of course let us not
forget your favorite--the typewriter ribbon that also
served as a tiny kite on windy days. 
Some of the poems, short and stumpy robots 

meant to stare you down from your high 
horse. And some were actual wild horses visible
for a moment on top of disappearing hills
outside your window. Others were raindrops I suppose

playing a sad and lonely song on the 
soaking heads of certain summer flowers. But that's
just another word for dream. I grew them 
into a garden meant to communicate something that 

can't be said with words. But here I 
am gathering what remains into sentences like an
old comedian on a gong show waiting for 
the inevitable missed cue to ring inside my 

ears for the last time. The poems you 
forgot wanted me to say goodbye. It's not 
much to offer after such a long trial 
period of mutual creative shennanigans but  I do

my best to let you down easy. Some 
you forgot have faded away now to paintings
of sail boats bobbing in an endless loop
of sunset and dissolving cloud as you pass. dp    



On Your Street by Darryl Price

You turned a blind eye while I sank
like a stone. You turned a blind eye
but watched as I bounced into the
tall grasses. Like a peach pit in

the fuzzy sun's blazing belly.
An empty eye socket on the
moon. You turned a blind eye and like
a cursed leaf in a stormy wind

I was scooped into a jinx of
loneliness and despair before
being thrown back down on your street.
You turned a blind eye but I still

managed a fond goodbye for you.
It may have lasted too many 
years but it was never insincere.
You turned a blind eye into

an abandonment of flowers
in a vase. You turned a blind eye
into a bewildered frog far
from any beloved pond's edge and

so murdered its love of lily
pads and flying insects. That's not
just uncalled for, it's cruel use of
one's power to attract magic

out of nature and extract its 
essence for personal reasons. 
I couldn't go along with it.
I still can't. I still refuse. You

turned a blind eye, pretending to
be in bed with someone new but
there was nothing new about it. 
You chose to skip the hard part and

go right to the lie. You turned a
blind eye into a dazzling display
of hypnotic charms. Only the
children could see through it but they

were forced to grow up and always
question their own wisdom. I don't.
You made your choice, I made mine. A
blind eye is an empty promise. dp   

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